it has already been MORE than a month and i have yet to post or update anything here yet til now juz for the sake of it !! its DEAD !! :P haha..

if only you knew that these tears were cried for u ....

...

all i wanna do now is EAT, SLEEP, and go for a HOLIDAYYY !! :D


like :










XD.. haha i noee random ! :P

oh, i can juz imagine how amazing it wud be :)

.....

if only u knew, it s.t.r.u.h ! and i wish u did...

i never told you....


i have an awesome awesome song i wanna share.. by one of my favourite singer... she is super talented.. dis song is seriously nice and awwwwhh :) ahahaha ... its non other than...

COLBIE CAILLAT

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

the link to the mv is as below.. dunno how to post a video here.. yeahh not good wif all this kinda stuff.. haha.. so self service pleasee.. trust me, its worth ur few minutes time :) hahaha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YtzsUdSC_I&feature=fvst

It's been long...

haha yeahh i noeee.. da title explains it all !! :P i havent been updating for 2 months adyy.. dunno wat to blog adyy nowadays :( hmm, anyways juz felt da urge to blog now suddenly... partially because i hav ppl bugging me to update.. specifically, SOMEONE AHEM !! :P hahahaha

juz finished my mid-sem exam... kinda NOT easy :P hahah but juz wanna thank God that He brought me thru da whole thing wif His strength and wisdom :) there seriously too much to study in too lil timeee.. dont think i could hav done it on my own.. so, thank you Jesus for everything.. oh and for good health and semangat-ness all da way thru... "semangat-ness" meaning despite having very few hours of sleep, managed to stay awake and conscious all da way thru :) haha..

when love is the only thing that matters most...



received an email that was really touching.. it seriously touched my heart and i almost teared after finished reading it...


The email :

Title: Can I Borrow RM 25?

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make RM 50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Mummy, may I please borrow RM 25?'

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM 25 and he really didn't ask for money very often . The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the RM 25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have RM 50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put his arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that RM 50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.


the moral of this story is very very true... we shud never take our loved ones for granted... we shud never expect them to noe that we love them or expect that they'll love us back... we shud always assure them that we do love them and show it thru our actions.. instead spending all of our time chasing after things that are oni for our pleasures and which will oni last for that moment, we shud use all those time and spend it with the people we love most... cuz the time spent with them will become memories that will last forever...

some people longed to love and to be loved back by their loved ones, but unfortunately they dun have such chances... so if u have those chances, do not juz let it slipped thru ur fingers... cuz seriously we will not noe wat we hav til its gone... so, cherish and appreciate every moment spent wif the ppl u lovee.. no matter how short or how long the time spent, u noe u will still hav memories that come after it :)

lots of lovee, cass :)

yeapp.. and indeed all u need is lovee :)

Break time wif jess :)

yeahh i was supposed to post this long time ago.. but was lazzie :P haha yeahh so here it is.. this post is about da break times i had wif jess during college :)


Date : 12th March 2010
Venue : Citrus Plus

haha yeahh it was da 2nd time we went to eat here... its kinda like a cafe style restaurant.. da concept of this restaurant is like an Italian's... we couldnt decide wat we wanted to eat.. so i taught jess how we Cheahs usually eat... HAHA... usually when my family go out and eat, each of us dun usually hav our own main course.. cuz my dad prefer ordering a few dishes and we will all share... sometimes, we oni eat appetizers for dinner.. cuz my dad will order like 7 diff types of appetizers... haha afta telling dat to jess, she gave me dat look.. haha but in da end she tried eating my way oso.. so we ordered 3 dishes and shared.. hahah it was kinda fun trying this way of eating wif a friend :)

so here are the dishes...


#1 POTATO SALAD ....

#2 GRANNY'S CUTLET RECIPE...

#3 SHEPHERD'S PIE...

hahaha it was very delicious and filling... seriously, we almost cant finish it.. da one we both love best was da shepherd's pie.. yummyyyyyy :P haha...

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Date: 16th March 2010
Venue: Street Cafe

and this is a korean restaurant where we've been like a zillion times d.. haha.. its kinda nice lah like if u juz need sumthing to fill ur empty tummy... and da best thing about this korean restaurant is dat da food is not spicyy.. seriously, usually korean food wud be like very very spicyy.. so, i think this place is highly recommended for korean fans who cant really tahan spicy food... haha..


camwhored while waiting for our orders... haha..

the one and oni me XD

jess :)



<3...

yeappp and our symmetrical lunch boxes !! haha coincidentally dat day we ordered da same thing !! haha so tadahhhh !! :P


okieee.. i think dats it... haha i noe its some random post cuz i dunno wat else to blog about.. so yeahh randomly found sumthing to blog about...

anyways, need to get back to my esl assignments.. its eating me alive !! :S hahaa..

lovessss :)

i dun wanna walk this road if i am to walk it alone...

someone to fall back on :)

yeah yeahh i noe i havent been updating for more than a month.. as most of u guys can tell by now, im seriously a very lazzie blogger.. very very very LAZZIE !! :P haha anyways.. i got kinda a few stuff i wanna talk or rather post about.. but since its almost 2am now.. i'll save it for anotha day (which i dunno when, but i hope its soon) :P ahaha u see.. i oni get da blogging aura at weird hours when i oni hav limited time !! haha so annoying.. anyways.. da reason i came here was not to crap those few lines.. haha but to actually share a really nice song wif u guys.. i find it nice at least, dunno bout u.. well i think dis song most of u might hav heard it but maybe dun remember it adyy..

its actually a song from da movie bandslam :) its title is (refer to my post's title above) :P haha .. its sang by Alyson Michalka in da movie.. but juz found out dat it was actually sang before by anotha guy called Jason Robert Brown... but i so prefer da version sang by alyson.. it sound so much nicer...

go check out da song kayh :) i cant seem to post da video here.. dunno why.. blogger is so not liking me todayy .. haha..

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I'll never be
A knight in armor
With a sword in hand,
Or a kamikaze fighter;
Dont count on me
To storm the barricades
And take a stand,
Or hold my ground;
Youll never see
Any scars or wounds -
I dont walk on coals,
I wont walk on water:

I am no prince,
I am no saint,
I am not anyones wildest dream,
But I will stand behind
And be someone to fall back on.

Some comedy -
Youre bruised and beaten down
And Im the one
Whos looking for a favor.
Still, honestly,
You dont believe me
But the things I have
Are the things you need.
You look at me
Like I dont make sense,
Like a waste of time,
Like it serves no purpose -

I am no prince,
I am no saint,
And if thats what you believe you need,
Youre wrong - you dont need much,
You need someone to fall back on...

And Ill be that:
Ill take your side.
If Im the only one,
Im used to that.
Ive been alone,
Id rather be
The half of us,
The least of you,
The best of me.

And I will be

i'll be Your prince,
Ill be your saint,
I will go crashing through fences
In your name. I will, I swear -
Ill be someone to fall back on!
Ill be the one who waits,
And for as long as youll let me,
I will be the one you need.
Ill be someone to fall back on
ill be someone to fall back on
one to fall back on...
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i seriously seriously do love this song very much at the moment.. i find it very soothing and relieving :D

i juz wanna be someone u can fall back on :)

HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAYYYY !!!

yeapp its valentine's day todayy too !! :) haaha..

heyyyy people !! its da time of da year again when love is in da air !! haha.. its da time when u can see flowers + lil teddies in bouquets... boxes of chocolates wrapped nicely in big red ribbons :)

hmm well personally, i noe dat usually valentine's is celebrated by lovey dovey couples who wanna show their love for one anotha... BUT i dun think valentine's is ONLY for lovey dovey couples.. it can be celebrated by anyone at all be it singles or couples... its a time for everyone to express their love to their loved ones.. u can share ur love wif ur friends, family members or even ur ever faithful doggie :) haha.. well i guess its juz da mindset of how ppl interpret da meaning of valentine's dayy..

so, hav fun on dis wonderful day full of LOVES !! xD haha.. tell everyone u love dat u love them.. treasure every chance u have... dun ever take them for granted and expect them to noe dat u love them.. it doesnt oni hav to be on valentine's day dat u can tell ppl u love them.. u can do it everydayy.. appreciate ur love ones everydayy.. u can hav valentine's day everydayyy !! :P haha.. no one says u cant ritee ?? ;) haha..

juz say a simple "i love u" ... it might not be much, but im sure ur loved ones (frens, family, doggie, partner) will feel touched and appreciate those simple three words :) it might mean a lot to them and make them feel aprreciated :) so, take dis opportunity and make it extra special for everyone dat u love...

like wat im gonna do now.. :)





wanna be my valentine ?? :P haha..


so, i juz wanna take dis opportunity to tell everyone of u dat i love u... to my frens, family and err i dun hav a doggie so...haha.. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !! :) thanks for everything u all hav done for me.. i appreciate it all and thanks bringing laughters and smile upon my face :) u all deserve all da love dat i can givee.. hahaha..

I LOVE YOU !!

HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAYYY !! :)


lovee, cass

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!

heyyyy people... its another year of big makan time again !! :D haha.. ohh and not forgetting anotha year of ang pauS collecting for us unmarried ppl .. hehe.. eating, having fun and ang paus collecting is da oni thing most of us look forward to every chinese new year...

so anyways... may da Lord bring all of u love, peace and joy dis year.... may his blessings surround all of u and keep u safe from harm :) take careee and hav lots of fun....

PS : ohh and girls out there... DUN WORRY bout da eating part !! juz eat eat eat and eat eat EAT all u want and stop worrying bout getting fat, putting on weight or not being able to fit into ur new clothes !! cuz u oni get to do dis once a year so dun waste da chance !! hahaha cuz im not gonna :P its oni da first day and ive stuffed myself wif lots of cookies and carbonated drinks !! and i still am gonna do it !! XD hahaha..







happie chinese new year !! :)

We will always be friends forever....


hmm... im feeling dis too !! IM SERIOUSLY MISSING MY CG !!! i serious missed it sooo sooo muchieee !!
- i missed all da times we spent togetha...
- i missed all da food we had...
- i missed all da laughters we laughed till our eyes teared and tummy ached...
- i missed all da stupid, insane and lame jokes we cracked up...
- i missed all fellowships and bondings we had...and most of all...
- i missed da every week's CG meetings we had wif each other...

well.. all those are oni left as memories now which will be engraved in my heart forever... we still see and spent time wif each other but not as frequent as it used to be... each and everyone of us shared a very unique and special bond wif one anotha... we got really really close to each other last year.. when everyone was very open to each other and sincerely placed their trust on each other... we were like dis one BIG FAMILYYY in Christ... its really amazing to noe dat u belong to somewhere so special :) im seriously so blessed to hav known them and be a part of dis...
but well.. i believe dat we'll still create more wonderful memories as we move on into a new stage of life althou it wont be da same as before.. and it wont be dat easy cuz da time dat we're gonna hav wif each other is limited.. but i believe dat if there is a will, there is a wayyy... wif God, everything is possible :)

so anywaysss.. da purpose of dis post was actually to capture back all da wonderful memories we had wif each other from da moment i knew them til now...so basically dis is a tribute for ex - Form 5 CG 2009...

come, lets walk down memory lane !! :) haha...

FORM 4 CG, 2008 ...

Event : Christmas party
Location : Playground opposite church

hmm... dis event was organized by us for our dearest cg leaders... they were fairly "tortured" by us... but in da end we innocent kids were not spared too and got our fair share of "treats" from them... haha but nonetheless, all of us had FUN...

remember dis?? haha.. our very own DIY grassway fashion show... our stunning models were our leaders themselves.. XD


oh, and dis ?? a good old game of twister.. and lots of face butting.. hmm sumthing like da one above.. haha..


hmm yeahh.. things were getting pretty messy.. wif body parts everywhere... haha..

AND NOW MY FAVOURITE PART !!


**drum rolls**


LEADERS GETTING PUNISHED !!!

reason : lost in games
punishments : eating, drinking and swallowing weird mixture of liquids down the throat..
materials : soy sauce, chilli sauce, vinegar, tomato ketchup, curry powder, wasabi...
procedure : 2 types of materials were mixed togetha.. oh and lots of wasabi is stuffed into cut sausages...( da mixture were concentrated, mind u.. xD) haha..
inventor of da punishments : da one and oni ME !! xD hehe..

lets enjoy da fun by watching them gulping it down once again.. hahah..

first up, we hav..

ANDREWWWWWWW !! ooh look.. he has a cup of drink getting ready there...haha he was like eating medicine oni :P


ABIGAIL !!! i think hers was a mixture of tomato ketchup and sumthing...


BEATRICEEEEEEEEEE !! haha dis one not oni wif her drink ready there.. but wif her eyes closed summore !! EXACTLY like a kid eating medicine.. haha so funny.. :P


CHERIEEEEEE !! haha !! dis one da whole water bottle summore !!! :P

CALVINNNNNN !!! hahha guess dats da like afta effect afta drinking his punishment... trying to keep himself from puking, no ?? hahah..


yeahh and then.. like i said.. WE WERE NOT SPARED !! we were forced to drink MY OWN punishments.. how fair ritee.. haha but ours was worst !! our wonderful leaders went and mixed all da materials plus softdrinks all together.. and made us gulp it all down !! :S look i think we were cheers-ing there !! haha..


oh and finally a group photo :)



Event : Youth Camp
Location : Bayu Beach Resort, PD

dis was my first youth camp ever :) it was amazing... it drew me closer to my cg members and most importantly, it was here dat drew me closer to God :) i was seriously touched by how amazing God is.. he opened up my eyes and i see things in a diff view, a clearer perspective... besides dat, i will never forget da nights dat we (da girls) stayed up all night to talk and laugh.. and da last night we oni slept for 2 to 3 hours !! haha.. dat was fun..



Group photo !! :)


*the end of year 2008!!*

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FORM 5 CG, 2009...

Event : CNY house visitations
Location : Arwyn's, Wen Qi's, Xan En's, Beatrice's and Jessica's

at wenqi's apartment downstairs...


Girls' group photo :)



Event : Water Baptism
Location : Charis Christian Centre

dis is da dayy i'll never forget... dis is da day i got water baptized !! :) 3 of us ( cher, jess and i) got water baptized... it was da day we declared to everyone dat we've accepted Jesus as our personal Lord and Saviour.. dat day was one of da most important day in my life...


jess , cher , me...



Event : Form 5 CG 09' Graduation
Location : in da playgroud opposite church

hmm yeahh we graduated from Form 5 CG 09' one week b4 our spm... it was a fun day.. because our leaders organized games for us on dat day.. they were helping us to release stresss... haha owhh and we had our graduation certificates too which were sweet sweet cards filled wif sweet sweet words of encouragement from our sweet sweet leaders... awwwhhh .. haha..


**oh and pics credited to erica**

Graduation photo :) - formal

Graduation photo - informal...

da girls :)
and we're bringing sexy back :P haha...

haha da guyss... and they're bringing superman back... xD hahaha..



Event : APYAC 2009
Location : Glad Tidings Church

Asia Pacific Youth Alive Conference !! wow dis event is seriously a very great impact in my life... seeing hearts being touched by da Holy Spirit is wonderful.. da speakers were awesome and funny too.. i believe life was transformed here.. cuz mine was.. my relationship wif God was closer.. and i began to hav more faith and trust in Him .. believing dat everything is according to His plans... and dat He knows wat i need... da worship session was a BLAST !! ive never experienced such awesome and hyped worship session before.. it was seriously da most amazing feeling to be able to worship Jesus wif all ur heart.. jumping, dancing and singing thruout all da worship session was amazing !!


**drum rolls**




HAHA !! YAYYYY !! got a pic 2 members of da band by Brad and Rebekah... everyone was very eager to take a pic wif Rob (da very tall guy there) ;) hahaha...

dinner at a cafe in da church...


nicole , me , ca , jess....

amanda , me , claudia...

haha... yeahh one of da lunch...

wif da japanese :)

jess and nicole wif da africans :)

wif da worship band - Brad & Rebekah :)




Event : Post Christmas Party
Location : Charis Christian Centre

uh huh youth force had a small after christmas partyyyy.. and da theme was SUPERHERO !! haha there was da powerpuff girls, lil spider girl, cat woman, magician, CHERleader xD, lots of supermans, and of cuz BATMAN !! haha.. was super fun seeing ppl get dressed up.. especially andrew !! XD haha..


Group picture- Form 5 CG..






Event : CG CAMP !!
Location : Port Dickson


yeapppp !! we had our own CG CAMP !! :) for three days.. thou by da end of da third day, all of us wished we cud extend it cuz it wasnt enuf !! haha.. yeahh it was organized by our leaders.. it was very sweet and nice of them to do this for all of us.. they even sacrificed (skipped uni, took leave from work) to hav a fun time wif us.. we really appreciate it and thanks for such memories :) i really hope and pray dat we cud do sumthing like dis again !! :) hahah.. da camp was seriously enjoyable fun and awesome !! we had great fellowship and bonding wif each other.. besides oni having fun, we also had our own worship and time of sharing and hearing of God's words.. we did not forget dat because of Jesus, He made dat camp happened for us.. He provided and made everything to go smoothly... we did not oni had fellowship wif each other but oso wif Jesus :) it felt wonderfully different... basically, da whole experience was awesome.. sumthing dat was WOW.. unforgettable definitely.. i really had great fun.. cuz u guys were amazing.. for bringing laughters all the way thru :) without any of u guys, da fun wud never be da same !! :)


Group picture before departure from church !! :) haha...

2nd day morning.. we were taking pics while waiting for da guys to cook us breakfast .. haha

hmm ultragirls i think.. XD ahaha..


aahah kononnye "emo" look.. haha so funny our "emo" look .. XD

hahaha popped legs :) :P


hear no evil... see no evil... speak no evil...


and da best part of da camp is FOOD !! lots and lots of them..
on da 1st day night, hmm dun mind dis hungry girl here :P haha..


yeahh our 2nd day night dinner .. BBQ !! yeahh zanne's bbq-ed sausage.. haha..


went to da beach.. dis beach was exactly where we went for our youth camp in 2008... so nostalgic feeling going bac there.. so many fun stuff happened .. xD haha..


me and beatriceee... look and da view of da sea and da skyy.. so pretty aint it.. :) (taken wif da magic of andrew's nikon dslr)


girls jump shot !! heart dis :) .. (yeahh and dis too taken wif a dslr)


Group picture before leaving PD... aww...


Group picture upon arrival back to church... awwwhhh :)

which means the end of our cg camp.. well all in all it was great fun... hope theres anotha one like dat .. :)


*the end of year 2009!!*

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AFTER FORM 5 CG (COLLEGE CG), 2010...

Event : Cher's and Xan's birthday celebration
Location : Boston, Leisure Mall

yeahhh dis was our first cg outing togetha of da year !! and da outing we had so far til now... we decided to hav lunch togetha after church service to celebrate cher's and xan's bday... had lunch.. afta luch played some games.. da games were introdeced by YES ppl (zanne, amanda and darrell) .. haha da games were fun and challenging.. need lots of brain !! haha.. I MANAGED TO FIGURE OUT DA FIRST GAME IN LESS THAN 10 MINUTES !!! :D:D:D hahaha.. da game is called AROUND THE WORLD !! :) *bangga* !! :P hahah.. but da rest i was screwed.. and games afta games.. diff ppl managed to figure it out.. none of us managed to figure out 2 games.. haha da funniest game of da day was da "how many angels is falling from da sky".. HAHAH CHERR !! :P she took da LONGEST to figure dat out.. til i had to show her da most obvious from da obvious and finally she got it :P ahhaha..


Group pictureeee !! :)


yeahh and i HAD to post dis up !!:P haha.. everyone had a pic wif cher's shutter shades :) and dis is my shot !! :) *muackss* :P haha


so i guesss dis is it.. ive come to the end of my tribute to our ex- form5 cg... and uve reached da end of memory lane so far :) da memory lane is still a long way to go.. its juz waiting to be pathed.. and oni Jesus will direct our paths and give us great memories along da way :) so far its been great and i wud not wanna change anything dat ive been thru ... i believe dat because of God, we'll become stronger and stronger and no'in will be able to break our bonds wif each other :)

i love love love love love u guys very muchieee !! thanks for everything !! :)



lots of love, cass:)